Just as simple as
Dental Plan
This morning,
instead of going to the porch and read more of the book- Neurosis and HumanGrowth by Karen Horney, Guru asked me about my teeth
I responded to him,
I thought he already planned of getting a dental plan from DELTA DENTAL, which
we were researching before he went to Alaska during month of July[that month
also were used of deciding about my chemotheraphy that muddles the dental plan
till he needs to go for the trip ]. He told me I have to do the research
myself, so I immediately I went to the page showing the payment plan, he is
kinda frustrated why haven't got anything done with dental plan? I wonder and
how could i? told him about my aching tooth and he will be telling me when we
walk on the beach, that we will work on it. Next day we will have reading
session, we are going to work on dental plan, we took lunch and nothing happens
after, don't want to bug him when he is surfing, just waiting when he will be
ready to discuss dental plan? In some way that he is expecting that I already
have a clinic, but where is the dental plan?
So which of this
plan I should take?
So in some way I
tried to show him that there is really nothing I can do is because in every
step I need his approval, then he started to search for other plans, while I
took the print out of the DELTA DENTAL plan he already thinking of getting but
he did not remember.
Single plan , or group plan which he was trying to decide
before since he needed dental work also.
So he told me to
make a list of what are the process
We agreed today to
get antibiotic instead of going to VA hospital in La Jolla Emergency just to
get prescription. Been there several times and got my antibiotic and was told
to take care of my teeth.
He asked me what is
my antibiotic and I told him Amoxicillin, and I even have prescription written
by this dental clinic, who did my free diagnosis and Xray for the reason I have
high blood pressure, which was written February 15, and we did not buy the antibiotic
for some reason. That was the time too that his Van heading back to Mexico got
overheated and end up having the engine replaced, got stucked in San Diego, and
got the van on the shop,the next day and when we got home using the
transportation, we found out the house got robbed[no need to elaborate, and wnd
up deviating from story which is dental]
Went to pharmacy and
the pharmacist said that they need a Mexican prescription and we could go next
door to get it and pay 35 pesos. The doctor was on his way out for next doctor
shift, and we decided to go to this dental clinic[luckily also it is the next
building structure] which have done cleaning my teeth, and prescribed me
antibiotic long time ago. Supposedly I was just gonna have it pulled but he
cannot extract tooth if there is infection. According to his record, that I was
there December 19,2011. He made the prescription and refuse to take the 50
pesos, guru is handing him. We shook his hands and thanked him.
Took my first
dosage, at 4 pm today, and made another chart. Saw my other chart from
antibiotic and it says I started taking anti biotic June 11,2013, the day after
I went to emergency for my chest pain.
When I was preparing
the list what guru instruct me, I happen
to see some more planning, I have two from October 26,2012, one about how am I
supposed to call my dentist classmate, and one is kinda log of what happened
that day. It's amazing the time difference between the time, that the dentist
in Rosarito, told me I need tooth extraction, and from that time I thought I
could have a second opinion from my classmate. One thing that is processing in
my head is the more we wait the more the bones were eaten away because of the
frequent infection. I was told the first time, during the December 2011,
diagnosis here in Rosarito, that the bones didn't deteriorate, quickly, it
happens over the course of years I just ignored them, untill one day I mention
them to Guru.
Now I am worried how
much more it progressed from December 2011? Another thing is there is this
processing in my brain that makes me think that the cancer were probably caused
by this constant infection and somehow some bacteria travelled to my thigh and
becomes the seed of a cancerous cell. This pain and twitching in my chest[I was
already assured it not anything related to heart and im thankfull] is sometimes
makes me worry that it could be a metastases, but the CT SCAN, September
5,2013, assured me, there is no
metastases.
Now I am deviating
from dental to cancer, anyway like I said this thing as simple as dental plan,
I realized that somehow it will not be a very easy one, but like my whole life
story is complex but I am happy there is progress.
Will not elaborate
but just add it as I remember more dates
Jan 3, gone to
public health clinic to find out that I am not eligible to their program, need
a proof of income, but I don't have any earnings?, need proof of address, with
my name on bills, but my address in San
Diego they just helping me out, and lots more paper work to do after leaving
that San Ysidro clinic, there was 2 hours of preaching from the Guru.
Jan 22, finally got
a free consult but I need this clearance from radiologist, and there is
confusion whose gonna authorize the verification, primary care doctor or
radiologist doctor. Back and forth of calling the cancer center, faxing of
info, after more than 2 hours, I still didn't get, the clearance from
radiologist and the dentist have other patients, and I cannot be diagnosed,
despite the Guru thought we could convinced the radiologist, which is busy , he
was just talking to secretary. and the
reason the Guru is frustrated is we have to cross the border just for this
appointment.
And after that there
were series of discussion several days including the 4 hours to long beach of
discussion, in which the guru were agitated
One time have the
appointment with primary care doctor, and have the clearance signed for X ray,
and we didn't need all those unpleasant sessions and conflict with revolving around the
acquisition of clearance. On the way back from hospital , dropped off the
clearance, to the clinic and get scheduled to be seen, Feb 15.
This dental plan is
not as simple as it is…
And it is still
going and I don't know when…, I was saying I have a quadrant area that is not
painful now it is…
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