NEW YEAR

In 2 days, it's gonna be year2009. I am still wondering where this blog will end up. I wonder why, i cannot make myself post more where i am using my computer. At this moment, i am here again, In VA La Jolla, at Heroes Internet Cafe. I am waiting for my 2:00 PM appointment. Finished my other appointment, at 12 noon. I am just passing time. don't have any books to read. 2 hours is a long wait. Thankfull that there is something to occupy my mind cycles. Before entering this website, I was surfing the internet for some kind of gadget that i could use. Like multimedia player where i could play music, watch video, record voice, read text, take pictures, view photos, record video clips and some other functions. I have once have a gadget like this, but i broke them. Still wonder, how far are we going with this technology. When is this moment where it' the point of singularity really exist. they were saying that we are approacing it. i wish it will be soon. I am 43 right now, and i believed in Reincarnation, but lately this belief kinda decreased. The accelaration of the progress, is exponential. I just hope that i will be there to experience it even just for a moment. I am going back to my surfing, and trying to look for some of my wish list like , motorized skateboard, and this media player. And maybe check out my posting from u-tube.

Information Age

I just got done, finding out what is the address of VA Chula Vista clinic because of my appointment on the 18 Dec 2008, 2 days more from today. I was on the Yahoo page and clicked Maps, and there i cut and paste it from the address provided by the VA website, Which i am now pasting here, 835 3rd Ave, Chula Vista, CA 91911-1304.

Now after inserting the info the i want to tell, i can just post it and resume later tonight, i just want to view my U-tube Uploads


I am here at Heroes Internet Cafe in VA La Jolla, and they provide this Web ACCESS. Almost all the information is readily available to all of us, now i have this linked that pops up to my head. When somebody, told me " God Bless You". I try to tell back to them but not correcting, "God Bless Us All". I am just wondering why themselves is excluded from the blessing.

Warped back

to the time when i started the blog, and read the entries, more than a year ago and now i just started to have this drive again. Being in the cloud is good, If i have my website[blog]on my computer, and something happens to it, i will have hard time getting it, and reorganizing. just trying to find it. Now all i did was point the pointer to the date it says i started and there it is. still written, and done.

never ending possibilities

collaging the pictures is very entertaining it's like a box of chocolate , you never know what you are going to get and you will be amazed with the result it produce. we are really in a way controling time, art for example, takes time to produce now in seconds, and you will have this amazing work[is this a right word to use or not]that can be cloned, mutated and perpetualized



just like this 2 succeeding pictures, they have similarity but have mutated.



I guess human now are starting to experience the other dimensions, but that is only to my opinion of how i somehow feel that way. First, we can go back in time, where we can see what happened on that particular moment, like news on a particular day. we don't have to wait, and we can get there using internet. Sign On San Diego.com

I need to edit some of my entries and add hyperlinks, to some important web pages and also want to make my blog site more interesting. still sitting here, and undiscovered but i hope in the future, it's discovery would make a ripple effect

FUSION of FUSION

The title says it, the PICASA collage the fusion graphics so i call it Fusion of Fusion

INFORMATION

i have informed that i have 211MB used from my 1024MB allowed space, which is 20%, and i still can put 80% more digitized information that i can upload. the graphics above is collaged using the program picasa and so is the one below and the one that will be posted above.

Now i remember

First, what i did was typed RSF11FUSION on GOOGLE , and here it is still present, nowhere i could posibly locate it's actual position. i tested my link if it will take me to my U-tube site. and it did. then i read from my blog and continued on the one before the last entry. Yes! my plans i guess is going towards realization. I mention there from my blog about my future uploading of my videos, and here it is, i have 2 of them uploaded already. I have more, ready to be uploaded videos. i wish i could post the videos here but i guess link is OK, so that i won't use too much of my blogsite storage. I have more pictures to post

APPROACHING SINGULARITY

Great Day! I encounter my co Group Therapy John and told me about the Internet acces at the Cafeteria here in VA LaJolla. haven't been here on my blog page for a long time and here i am updating them. Amazing how it is still around. I don't know where it is but i am so thankfull that the server is still providing me space and also of course time, in a way they are inseparable. when i started this blog page i do not know where i am going to use them. Now i realized that it's gonna be my Journal. A personal log.

My title says what my theme when i logged here. considering i don't have my laptop here, and here i am a can access my sites, anywhere in the world with access to computer. I typed RSF11FUSION and it shows the list of all the my pages, this blog page is listed including those i have posted with the u-tube.

I met this lady Norma Villa from the trolley on my way here to VA. We talked a lot, she mentioned that i will remember here and i told her i will. I told her that is what i want to do, to remember the names of people whom i really interacted with. People like to have their names remembered. I guess to my opinion, it makes us feel that we are significant part of the universe. Then when we get off the trolley, i shaked her hands and while we were saying Goodbye, Juan another co-Group therapy member of mine, pat me on my shoulder and told me he is going to the VA Mission Valley. Norma told me, God Bless You, and i told her God bless us all while making eye contact with her and also Juan that everybody should be blessed.

just testing this link if it will warp me to my First posted video on U tube which i call rsf11FUSION visualizer001

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEPkFdbv_7Y

been a while

since i have updated this page, not much activity gone this way. I just hope that someday, that this virtual page is not lost in time and space. too many things going on inside my head. organizing my pictures with Picasa, then try to decide which of them to upload. Doing this U-tube uploading too. in some way however i thing is not much interesting, there could be someone out there that will find it kinda unique. I still wonder at this moment how long this information will stay in the internet. Before, every little bit of the document or downloaded file i save save them either for future editing or reuse. and the result is archives of computer generated file. All sorts of files that is the saved format of each and every program i encounter and try to learn. I remember when the 3½ floppies costing about 20¢ a piece for a merely 1.4 MB and have to format them to store files in them. now flash drives come in GBs, not even sure of what is the latest capacity of these tiny memory storage.

Omega point

"the universe can only move in the direction of more complexity and consciousness if it is being drawn by a supreme point of complexity and consciousness."
[excerpts from the page above]
Still having difficulties what i am going to use this blog site for, so today, i started by going to one of my saved web page, i mean favorite site, then post some of the excerpts. the reason is i have this animation that i made long time years ago and i thought of the particular theme but i have to find them from my archive. once found the animation will insert here for the mean time here's a static one

Earth day, My Mother Belen's day, My Lucky day

today i finally have a glimpse of the most important part of my life, Rikko, Kristof and Cristina. They are living in a better house that i could provide for them, and being in the area here with a good reputation EASTLAKE However, brief it is compared to the very long time that we have lost contact. i feel like again there is meaning to life for me. kinda unmotivated and now i feel that i am recharged. Just realizing that today is my mother Belen's birthday and i guess it is also the earthday. She passed away since 1995. but with my belief of reincarnation somehow she has entered the life of somebody close to me here, one of the relatives or friends kids. in some way i regret that i really have not given her a lot of love in some way. and being reincarnated her in this time of the enlightenment and being here this particular place in the world[America]feels like heaven. The Christian in me think she is in Heaven and the buddhist in me thinks she is here with me same with my father Gumer who have passed away also, and also my oldest Brother Rene.
Anyway, today is my Lucky day, According to Rikko. because of the event that happened that just a little wrong timing and place, it could have not happened. Again thank you, internet, that is how i found them where my family moved [i found them on the internet with my name is also on the address and i wonder how because my wife and i have been divorced since 2004]thank you MySpace, and thank Heaven again for the invention of the wireless, and to whom i am just acquiring signal from that they give other people a chance to connect to the world