Earth day, My Mother Belen's day, My Lucky day

today i finally have a glimpse of the most important part of my life, Rikko, Kristof and Cristina. They are living in a better house that i could provide for them, and being in the area here with a good reputation EASTLAKE However, brief it is compared to the very long time that we have lost contact. i feel like again there is meaning to life for me. kinda unmotivated and now i feel that i am recharged. Just realizing that today is my mother Belen's birthday and i guess it is also the earthday. She passed away since 1995. but with my belief of reincarnation somehow she has entered the life of somebody close to me here, one of the relatives or friends kids. in some way i regret that i really have not given her a lot of love in some way. and being reincarnated her in this time of the enlightenment and being here this particular place in the world[America]feels like heaven. The Christian in me think she is in Heaven and the buddhist in me thinks she is here with me same with my father Gumer who have passed away also, and also my oldest Brother Rene.
Anyway, today is my Lucky day, According to Rikko. because of the event that happened that just a little wrong timing and place, it could have not happened. Again thank you, internet, that is how i found them where my family moved [i found them on the internet with my name is also on the address and i wonder how because my wife and i have been divorced since 2004]thank you MySpace, and thank Heaven again for the invention of the wireless, and to whom i am just acquiring signal from that they give other people a chance to connect to the world