been a while

since i have updated this page, not much activity gone this way. I just hope that someday, that this virtual page is not lost in time and space. too many things going on inside my head. organizing my pictures with Picasa, then try to decide which of them to upload. Doing this U-tube uploading too. in some way however i thing is not much interesting, there could be someone out there that will find it kinda unique. I still wonder at this moment how long this information will stay in the internet. Before, every little bit of the document or downloaded file i save save them either for future editing or reuse. and the result is archives of computer generated file. All sorts of files that is the saved format of each and every program i encounter and try to learn. I remember when the 3½ floppies costing about 20¢ a piece for a merely 1.4 MB and have to format them to store files in them. now flash drives come in GBs, not even sure of what is the latest capacity of these tiny memory storage.

Omega point

"the universe can only move in the direction of more complexity and consciousness if it is being drawn by a supreme point of complexity and consciousness."
[excerpts from the page above]
Still having difficulties what i am going to use this blog site for, so today, i started by going to one of my saved web page, i mean favorite site, then post some of the excerpts. the reason is i have this animation that i made long time years ago and i thought of the particular theme but i have to find them from my archive. once found the animation will insert here for the mean time here's a static one

Earth day, My Mother Belen's day, My Lucky day

today i finally have a glimpse of the most important part of my life, Rikko, Kristof and Cristina. They are living in a better house that i could provide for them, and being in the area here with a good reputation EASTLAKE However, brief it is compared to the very long time that we have lost contact. i feel like again there is meaning to life for me. kinda unmotivated and now i feel that i am recharged. Just realizing that today is my mother Belen's birthday and i guess it is also the earthday. She passed away since 1995. but with my belief of reincarnation somehow she has entered the life of somebody close to me here, one of the relatives or friends kids. in some way i regret that i really have not given her a lot of love in some way. and being reincarnated her in this time of the enlightenment and being here this particular place in the world[America]feels like heaven. The Christian in me think she is in Heaven and the buddhist in me thinks she is here with me same with my father Gumer who have passed away also, and also my oldest Brother Rene.
Anyway, today is my Lucky day, According to Rikko. because of the event that happened that just a little wrong timing and place, it could have not happened. Again thank you, internet, that is how i found them where my family moved [i found them on the internet with my name is also on the address and i wonder how because my wife and i have been divorced since 2004]thank you MySpace, and thank Heaven again for the invention of the wireless, and to whom i am just acquiring signal from that they give other people a chance to connect to the world

Living in the present

This Man Has A 7 Seconds Memory
just thought of linking this to my blog

EYE

gridSCREENguide[+xpWP][+780x480]+EYE[2].jpg is the title of this drawing. in some way i want to remember how i put them together so the first beginning of the title is gridSCREENguide because i use it as guide when i was capturing my screen then added the eye element

read my INTRO

hello visitors,
read my intro and then i thought if i should change it, somehow i read it like it is something written by a looney. got the idea to use the word, that i think is more fancy to say what i mean and also i got it from cartoon shows "looney tunes" then, found out the real meaning after searching for the real meaning and not how i understand the word and i want to make a correction that i maybe kinda crazy but not dangerous, on the peaceful side. so by reading this post hope i explain myself, thank you for visiting...

Lost & Found

have forgotten that i composed this, but then with the help of computer DATABASE system, I remember and found them. they were not the very familiar bitmap file that is .JPGs or .BMPs. that could be seen if search is done looking for pictures. anyway, it's found and now i could add it to my presentations

Ready for a new day?

this comes from Microsoft, and i like it since it gives hope to people who are loosing motivation to site an example is me, having this time where tomorrow is not important anymore. no more plans, no more schedules just go with the flow. this particular question gives us importance that someway we are being asked that somehow our contribution will be appreciated, no matter how insignificant it is, that i some way it will create this ripple effect, to humanities and that world. don't want to get to dramatic. [cont next time]

UPDATE

what i have done today is just added writings on all the posted pictures done some days ago, that i only posted without text for the reason that i don't want to loose the spot where i was getting the pictures from. Have not actually done anything about it after initial burst of enthusiasm from the first few days, and also been busy with labor these past days as i mention with my previous post

X-RAY

i got this particular collection of graphic from this site
Visual Elements
then using the collage capability of PICASA it turns out like this

where do you want to go today?

the spheres here were done with BRYCE, Then i just change the texture, or then rotate the object to show other sides of the sphere. one symbolic icon can be seen here is the logo from startrek, The whole family were once STARTREK fans i will be capturing the image from the screen then make my own vector graphic from it then mutate them and add other objects or icon. here i guess you could recognize the symbol for IRON. i some way the whole component as a whole i call them DIRECTION and this particular them will be seen on some of my FUSIONs